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Oct. 8th, 2009 | 09:17 pm
you're selfish
inconsiderate
careless
distraught
talented
beautiful
fucked.
and i need to stop loving you.
inconsiderate
careless
distraught
talented
beautiful
fucked.
and i need to stop loving you.
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RANT!
Sep. 7th, 2009 | 10:47 am
mood:
angry
Sorry Haven't been here for a while.
Suppp??
I hate my family.
My dad doesn't even notice how I'm so disgusted with him. How the whole family is disgusted with him. He acts as though he's an eight year old boy. All he cares for is food and his fucking video games. He is forty-two years old. He makes me dislike men.
My mom's a workaholic. She's literally like a fucking zombie.
Suppp??
I hate my family.
My dad doesn't even notice how I'm so disgusted with him. How the whole family is disgusted with him. He acts as though he's an eight year old boy. All he cares for is food and his fucking video games. He is forty-two years old. He makes me dislike men.
My mom's a workaholic. She's literally like a fucking zombie.
And my sister is just right up fucking hateful.
Anyone wanna blaze?
fuck this. And today's supposed to be "family day". Not gonna work.
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I am Back
Aug. 20th, 2009 | 09:30 pm
So I've been quite lagging with all the online blogging and such. I decided to come back and revive, refreshen this little space of mine.
I've become a church leader, much to my surprise, and a slacker. Almost got lost with all that sex, drugs, and alcohol at such a tender age as 16 or 17. Haha but whatever. Life is all about excitement. So what am I? An aesthetic. A Catholic. A musician. A painter. A top of the class student. A toker. A wine lover. A hippie. A pansexual. A contradiction. But so what? You do what you gotta do. As long as you do it with heart and consideration.

I've become a church leader, much to my surprise, and a slacker. Almost got lost with all that sex, drugs, and alcohol at such a tender age as 16 or 17. Haha but whatever. Life is all about excitement. So what am I? An aesthetic. A Catholic. A musician. A painter. A top of the class student. A toker. A wine lover. A hippie. A pansexual. A contradiction. But so what? You do what you gotta do. As long as you do it with heart and consideration.

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LSD
Aug. 13th, 2009 | 11:01 am

Oh my! Doesn't that hurt your eye!
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Mehr
May. 20th, 2009 | 04:09 pm
I am writing a report on St. Therese of Avila, the patron saint of headache sufferers. Curiously enough, I am suffering a very bothersome headache.
I am gone.
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You're a Supplement!
May. 9th, 2009 | 10:06 pm
music: The Sequel - St. Vincent

Bought new St. Vincent record. Love her. Love her. Love her. My top influence. Quite in love with her, actually.
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ST. VINCENT cover
Apr. 15th, 2009 | 01:42 pm
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I'll Be Yr Friend!
Apr. 14th, 2009 | 10:31 pm
Poor poor girl.
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Silencio
Apr. 12th, 2009 | 11:07 pm

I am disturbed.
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SO if Katy Perry was a Ukranian Man....
Apr. 6th, 2009 | 07:41 pm
epic.
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Post to Post
Mar. 28th, 2009 | 09:33 pm
Well, I am confrontational.
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Sylvia's Mirror
Mar. 28th, 2009 | 09:18 pm
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful-
The eye of the little god, four cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.
-beautiful.
Exactly Sylvia! Exactly! Were you my twin? Am I your new form? Reincarnation. Ha! But what blasphemy! True, of course, I don't posses your voice. You captured the essence. Or perhaps it's just my own interpretation. But please! Am I to share the same faith? The same conclusion? If I understand?
-beautiful.
Exactly Sylvia! Exactly! Were you my twin? Am I your new form? Reincarnation. Ha! But what blasphemy! True, of course, I don't posses your voice. You captured the essence. Or perhaps it's just my own interpretation. But please! Am I to share the same faith? The same conclusion? If I understand?
I love you! More than Anne or Emily.
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Dancer Picture
Mar. 28th, 2009 | 09:13 pm
Massive headache. Been stuck doing homework as usual. Found this pic though:

amazing form.
I'm going to start doing it again.

amazing form.
I'm going to start doing it again.
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Offfffender
Mar. 24th, 2009 | 09:10 pm
DEBBIE HARRY!!!!!!!
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Take A Take A
Mar. 24th, 2009 | 08:16 pm
mood:
worried
Really not enjoying the work.
Always running around. I need time to breathe.
Note: Remember the deception.
Don't try to stop yourself from the truth!
Can't just wait for the world to change. You got to change it yourself, hun!
Always running around. I need time to breathe.
Note: Remember the deception.
Don't try to stop yourself from the truth!
Can't just wait for the world to change. You got to change it yourself, hun!
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Current Obsession:
Mar. 9th, 2009 | 07:57 pm
music: Chinese - Lily Allen
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS!
series 3 only though. Haven't watched first two. I love how they use so much Asobi Seksu.
And Cook's a fu**ing prick, so I dunno why I'm attracted to his character.
Favs: 1. Emily 2. JJ 3. Cook
When I say obsessed, I mean it!
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS
SKINS!
series 3 only though. Haven't watched first two. I love how they use so much Asobi Seksu.
And Cook's a fu**ing prick, so I dunno why I'm attracted to his character.
Favs: 1. Emily 2. JJ 3. Cook
When I say obsessed, I mean it!
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Drive
Mar. 5th, 2009 | 08:28 pm
I can not stop researching about colleges.
Wesleyan
Oberlin
Berkeley
Yale
NYU
Pratt
Fine Arts
Art History
Film/Cinema Studies
Political Science
International Relations
Journalism
Wesleyan
Oberlin
Berkeley
Yale
NYU
Pratt
Fine Arts
Art History
Film/Cinema Studies
Political Science
International Relations
Journalism
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Quiero ver un película con él
Dec. 21st, 2008 | 12:49 am
Lovely lovely gifts :)
Now, I can't wait to go to downtown SF to shop for gifts!
Since it's break, I can finally sleep a full seven hours at least. I still wish I got stuck up there in the mountains. I won't get to see my new acquaintances in two weeks. And there's some I really look forward to seeing.
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Position
Nov. 24th, 2008 | 07:24 pm
all i want to do is art
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My Heart Keeps Beating Like a Hammer
Nov. 13th, 2008 | 06:23 pm
I TREMBLE. THEY'RE GONNA EAT ME ALIVE.
I cannot effing wait for the new album.
